Finally, my first WMC experience and its only 4 days away. Non-Stop partying from Thursday Afternoon till Sunday Night. I can’t wait. I’ve been wanting to go to WMC for the last 3-4 years and I’ve never had a group of friends that I could go with. I can’t wait… Thursday can’t come soon enough..
Hello Parties…Goodbye Sleep
So I’m trying to find the correlation between the two because I have no fucking clue what this women was talking about today. So I drive over to the gym and I park my car. As I get out of my car I hear a car accelerating at a high rate of speed and the driver slows down rather fast at a cross walk because an older women was crossing. The driver waved to the old lady to apologize for driving too fast, and pedestrian waved back that it was okay.
At the same second, I started to cross the street. As I made my first three steps the women stops dead in her tracks and points to me and tells me “You know your gonna get arthritis out here”; and I casually replied “I know, right, but I’m just running into that building right there, ::smile:: “. So I’m trying to figure out the correlation in which she was specifically trying to point out. I’m not sure if it was because I was wearing shorts and a sweatshirt and it was cold out and that because it was cold I could ‘catch’ arthritis. ::scratches head:: OR It was because I hopped to hard off the curb!?, maybe it was because I was wearing black shorts and she was being racist! If I was wearing white shorts, would I be less likely to catch arthritis. I’m so perplexed at this point that I really have no fucking clue what in gods name she was getting at. I mean, lets be honest here. There was a car driving fast up to an cross walk and she walked across. Presuming there were no cars driving and she wasn’t almost hit should I have randomly stopped her and said “careful of crosswalks, you might just get hit!” . Cause that would make at least a little more sense then Shorts + Cold = Arthritis. hmmm.. ::still scratching head::
It’s sure to be a quite weekend here on the home front. Everyone is heading out to West Virgina to go Skiing and snowboard, but I opted to not go. I really couldn’t justify spending the money, when in 30 days I’ll be heading to Miami for WMC 2009. I’d rather spend the $200 that I would spend this weekend, in Miami on a party or going out to eat or on the hotel. It just makes more sense to me. So, since everyone will be away, it’ll be a quite weekend. This really isn’t a bad thing at all. I’ll finally be able to catch up on a few things around the house that I have been putting off. Like, painting another coat of paint on the Dinning room. Hanging some shelves in the living room and maybe picking up a few things for the apartment too. I might even go look at couches because I should be finally able to buy one with my tax return money.
A quite weekend at home, is surely worth the crazy weekend that next weekend is sure to be. Above and Beyond are coming to DC on the North America tour and I’ll be sure to be there from open till close. An opening set by Jaytek and a long night to follow by Above & Beyond. The count down for Miami starts. . . WMC 2009! wOOt!
WMC 2009 . . . 40 days away..
I’m not quite sure what I need to do to change this indescribable feeling of solitude. Tomorrow, I will be better, though today, right now, I feel alone. There is a lot to be said for the quality of a person’s life by those whom which they surround themselves
with. It seems though, that even as I surround myself with better people there is that one void, I just cant seem to fill. I’m not intentionally trying to feel it, nor do I want to fill it just to fill it, but at this rate, it’s just never going to be filled. I distract myself for hours on end just so that I don’t need to think. I push harder and harder on myself physically because I think it might help. In reality, it’s not seeming to help me very much at all, now is it?
I sit on the grass in front of the Washington Monument, all these families, frisbeeeee tossers, football passers, dogs runners, smiling faces, and cars parading; It feels good to just sit here and watch. I do wish that I had a blanket, and I just wish that I had someone to lay on; to lay with. I wanna wake up, roll over, and smile. It feels so wrong to only be half alive, half of ourselves.
Maybe One Day. ..
I havent written’ in a while. I’ve been busy with work and doing a bunch of other stuff. Things couldn’t really be better… We’ll they could, but I’m loving my life here. . ..
There’s a lot inside, and it’s only a matter of time before I let it all out…
Sometimes, I feel like Peter Parker..
Congratulations! to Dustin Worles, the creator of the MISCHIEF Series, for finally completing his 7th DVD release. It’s been a busy year and the footage that he’s captured is sure to be something. I’m really excited to catch the premier this weekend at
the Arlington Cinema N Drafthouse from 3pm – 6pm. The after parties will begin tom night at Eyebar and then continue through Sat at FUR, till who knows when.
I’ve watched some of this movie grow and I’ve made it a fact to not watch it prior to this sat, because I want to see it on the big screen. I want the whole experience. With the guidance and content coming from Dustin, I helped create the sleeve for the movie, and I’m very proud of the way it turned out. The traditional cover is on the darker side, and it was originally planned to keep the same theme.
After a few versions of the cover, we started to shy away from that and go for a new look.
The response that we’ve gotten from the new cover is very promising, and I hope that it catches a lot of eyes.
I really want this movie to be a success and with over 300 Ferrari’s, countless hours of exotic high way
racing, and countless stupid acts of people with way to much money, I’m sure its going to be another big seller. This movie has come a long way and to watch the first ever MISCHIEF movie and then skip right to MISCHIEF 7, you can see how far Dustin has come a long with his talent, eye, and devotion to MISCHIEF.tv.
http://www.Mischief.tv
Come one come all, here are the things that i’d like for Christmas.. I’ll update this as I find more things, but I don’t really want much. Just money towards a TV and money towards buying a sofa… That’s all..
Some movies we go and watch to escape the reality that we experience every day. Then there are so movies that you go and see and so much of it just some how relates so close to something so deep inside of you. This weekend I went to go see the movie “Twilight”. It seems to be the all new rage of all teenagers right now. So the short synopsis of the movie, is that a young 17 year old girl comes new to a school in the town of Forks. Inside of this town is a family and they are different from everyone else. She winds up falling awkwardly in love with Edward who is a vampire.
I don’t read to much, but I’m fascinated with the movie and It has now made me want to read the series. Twilight is book one of four books and I honestly can not stop thinking about this movie. The love story that is contained in it, has me captivated and It’s constantly on my mind. It has me thinking and feeling things that I don’t even want to post online because they’ve made me look at this and that in ways that I’m now realizing some many things. It all sounds to general but there is some things that I will choose to still not make public even if no one ever reads any of this.
“That same night, I feel asleep. I woke up at 12:36am to the sound of my door separating from its seems and the turning of the metallic handle. slowly closing, my body tightened. Though, I felt safe… safer then I’ve felt in so long. The weight pressed on my shoulder and the cast shadow no longer felt cast across my eye lids. And the warmth from the proximity made me smirk. Then and there, I felt full. I felt alive.
The thoughts weren’t forced, the words, natural, and fiber of hair smelt like winters fresh brisk air. Laying there resting my head on a pillow that I didn’t have; my body twitched as I fell into the most intense and euphoric dream. I startled myself awake and when I opened my eyes… silence was all I could hear. Coldness was all that came over me. I don’t know how long the shadows watched my sleep, or how long the winds whispers told me about what could possibly be.. but I do know that the sounds were real.”
I’m trying to figure this out all… and this puzzle just added the pieces to my frame.. and if I meant any of this as a game, I’d be sure to pause it, so that it would never end.
I don’t even know where to start writing, but yet, I know exactly where and what I’m going to end up writing. This trip home was long, yet it felt so short. I was really looking forward to spending some time with my dad and also enjoying some turkey and it’s partner in crime, turkey coma. The food was great and the time spent at home was even better. I can’t wait for Christmas, and it’s just right around the corner…
It seems normal these days that everyone and anyone will give up nearly everything for instant gratification. That goes all the way from financial decisions, to personal decisions, to relationship decisions. I stand in the background watching so many decisions that wrap around instant gratification that if people would just take a step back and think about things, they may make a better decision. At least, an educated decision. Don’t get me wrong, I make bad decisions every now and then but I’ve learned to look at how the decisions I make effects the people around me and the ones that really care about. Taking two steps back before jumping 5 steps forward allows me to think about what I’m doing and maybe, why I’m doing
I spent this whole weekend living on cash and I was able to do all the things that I wanted to do with cash. It’s been a long time since I haven’t had to live on a credit card and it feels so good. I know that the money that I spent responsibley this past weekend was spent for a good time and also won’t sit on my credit card accruing interest for god knows how long. Slowly, and surely it’s all working itself out. I’m trying to make wise decisions and not get myself in the same hole that I was in a few months back.Surely, there are a bunch of things that I want, but right now I don’t need them. The only way I’ll fail, is if I stop trying; and I’ll never stop trying.
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